Lost...

i wonder where he went?
i wonder why i killed him?
was he not me?
or was he closer to me than i am?

i never willed him to go
neither did i ask him so
i thought we had an understanding
but i failed him today

i became concerned
i became too involved
i thought before i acted
and acted before i thought

i miss his impulsiveness
his spontaneity
his love for life
his vigour

i swore to find him today
i'll do away my wrongs
after being somebody for a while
i'll be myself again...